Don't want to hear it

Sometimes I feel like I am screaming without a sound

You look deep into my eyes but your ears are bound

I can’t communicate what I feel through our talks

You close up and we are done, and off you walk

I feel like your frustrated with me beyond belief

And all I know to feel is sad and riddled with grief

Am I ever going to be able to talk to you through an issue

Or is it an ongoing battle of me talking right through you

How can you expect me to feel when I can’t understand your mind

You are reserved yet complex and yet caring at the same time

I realize I’m not perfect and you only want to help me be

Sometimes you make me feel stupid in the process but you don’t see

I can’t win for losing, it’s nothing but fail / fail

All I do is listen and try to respond but u just hammer the nail

It’s hurtful that you think I don’t support you, but I do

I just want whatever people see to be the true you

I don’t want a person that doesn’t want to be on my team

You think I am ungrateful and a spoiled queen

The fact of the matter is, I thank my lucky stars everyday

I am healthy, I have kids that love me, and I turned out this way

We came from different worlds that is very true

We are different in age, upbringing, even morals too

All I can promise is that I’ll try my best to understand

But I can’t do that if you remain a one man band

Let me put in the effort to understand what you mean

Give me your perspective and explain everything

I am great at taking a different point of view

But if you don’t give me a chance, there is nothing I can do